Journal Entry.

Everyday is a waiting period. Mom cooks everyday, all the time , whenever the stomach gets hungry. I will help my mother wash the dishes everyday until I get old as days go by. It seems that Mom never gets tired of cooking, instead she says she enjoys fulfilling the pain in the stomach, that is by eating, consuming food ! She has made into a routine-like job that she monotonously do out of the willingness of her heart. She is absolutely GOOD at it!!!

Apart from setting the table everyday, washing ,cleaning and mopping and sweeping as well as gardening, I am keeping busy with the internet. I pay my bills on time and so does my phone bills. I love keeping in touch with the NET. It serves to satisfy my soul and advance me into a state of freedom. The statue of Liberty is not hard to reach, just surf through the internet, you will find your soul's dream come true. I think I am getting pretty lonely in this days of summer, spring, autumn and winter. Especially in the winter,it gets really chilly, in the early wee hours of the morning and at dawn. I usually get up and switch off the fan as well as put on my sweater. I had gotten used to these days of confinement. I think Dad is going to live a RIPE old age. So I am not waiting for his death.

Next year, I might just change my life. I am getting ready for WORK outside. I have my mother's permission and she allows me freely to look for a job where the new building will be ready. My mother has plans for me to fulfill as well as managing my tender loving hands....

So far so Good. My life SHINES.  My children doesn't need me, my old fiancee is deeply enthralled by my majestic and my CHASTITY that he doesn't want to mend his sorrows!!!! Well, I don't need his condolence. I have my freedom and my American Dream!!  I am living the Australian way of lifestyle! LIVE TO WORK, WORK TO LIVE!!!!!!!

I am getting really well with my chastity. So far no one has touched me yet. And it seems it is going to stay this way. Mom is overjoyed at my chastity! She wanted me to be a spinster. She had already banished the thought of those naughty children out of her life! My children are VERY NAUGHTY. They have many of their pranks. Sometimes you have to forgive them as they are very naive and innocent. They are growing up children and their future lies absolutely speechless for them. I have my own sorrows to mend though. Never give up and never surrender. Pride in my strive!!!!!

I want to thank the Lord for everything that I had and I Praise Him Almighty on High!!!! Happy Father's Day.