CONSCIENCE

Have I done enough on earth To make my life worth saving???? When adds the score, shall I be proud Of how I'm now behaving????? While lying on the beach sprawled, I can see the sky reflected, And wonder if there's any good In my life recollected.

I'll search my memory for some deeds To justify my living; And hope to find some actions that Will Merit God's forgiving.......( The picture above is a changing room / a toilet at the beach )

I have always LOVE the beaches in Malaysia.....

It is a wonderful day. This has been a good year, 2010. Year of the tiger. I hang tiger figurines by the Curry Leaf Tree which I planted for the past 12 years of raising daddy. The tree still stands tall and strong by the front porch of our once little house built on the sand. If we had built it standing on the rock,it would still have fall.

We had something like a honeymoon organized by the company, us one family with two kids and 6 other chosen families to holiday our lives by the shores of east Trengganu......Buffet everyday, 3 times a day, we buy lots of bread to stand by for tea and drank coffee by the coffee pot in our chalet. The Jacuzzi was real terrific. Our passion was truly aroused that night and in the three days that we stayed at Lang Tengah.

When we came home,from Redang Island, we resumed our normal preciding post and got on with our lives.....until one day.....something happened.


The kettle was still brewing with hot water to cater for our soulful needs and for the children's beverage
when my husband took off with the kids to his afterhalf's house.(I don't know who)

I went home by taxi to Mom and Dad's house to stay alert and had been here for six months........and it's already the New Year 2011.......!